I've got an itch to scratch.

It's been an eventful weekend. Went out Friday in San Jose and Saturday in San Francisco with some coworkers. We got Stephanie to come out on Friday night and it was so fun! I love DANCING with the Stephie. I miss it :( It's really kind of the best.
I got the opportunity to attend my very first real Football Game. Saw the 49ers pretty much crush the Detroit Lions. It was awesome. The seats were insanely close... And before the I had only watched it on TV, so it was a bit surreal. I was a little taken aback by it all. I have a favorite on the team. Don't know his name or anything. He was fun to watch. #45.
I am officially pooped. BUT, I have a BIG GAME to play tonight. We always win 630 games. Probably because we can't drink before...
Come cheer us on!


I reallllllly really want to shop. I'm totally craving a good shopping adventure. But not like the regular shopping.I want to go shop on Haight and go to Braindrops! I want to go to H&M maybe and Urban in SF. OR to Berkley. Hell, maybe somewhere NEW? I think I should take a shopping "day off"...... hmmmmm. I guess I could wait for a weekend. But, that's less fun ;)

COLOR for my tattoo is this Saturday!!!! Who's coming??!!?
I think my coworker is going to come for the trip, which will be funnnn.

This is why I don't commit to plans.
I have to say to NO to like 3 or 4 invites this week for various potentially AWESOME outings. boo.



ON a Positive note, My coworker just informed me the the PUMPKIN SPICE LATTES are back!
It's that time again. Yessssssssss. I will be at Starbucks today at 330 ordering my first of the Season and I cannot wait!

Teeeeef.

Okay, so. Do I suck it up and face my fear and see a damn regular dentist? Or pay the price and do the sedation dentistry so I can pretend it's not really happening? AND they can do ALOT of work in one sitting.
Fuck. I'm so cheap, and so afraid.
My teeth will just have to fall out.

Alright. I might be broke for a while...

Take me out. I'll smile a lot.

Today kinda sucks.

I'm really anxious and nervous today.
Too much going on in my head!!!! boo.

-baby shower plans.
-legitimately uncomfortable in the work place for the first time.
-my teeth are continually in pain, and I'm fearing the dentist, so I finally called a sedation dentist. But, am worried about the cost... and then having to find someone to have the time to come with me to get me home after.

it's just a passing phase, I know.
I can't wait for work to be over, then it will be time to focus on softball.
We are playing the only undefeated team in the league... we're screwed.
They are 6-0, we are 2-4. woohoo, so ready to get creeeeamed. like actually excited. because for an hour that's all that I will have to care about.

I would enjoy being at home with the SIMS2 expansion pack... ahem!


P.S. I would very much enjoy T.I., to have as my very own. yes please.

Me and Mariah go back like babies with pacifiers

I heard this song BLARING! literally in Betsey Johnson on Friday night, it was rad. I was the only person shopping at the time, and the associates were just rockin' out while they organized around the store. Well, needless to say. I fell in love. It's a really fun song. The beat is just fun to shake it to, especially when its up LOUD. Should be one of her singles if it isn't yet. I really love Mariah, and I LOVE this.

Can't get him outta my mind
Can't explain it but it's somethin 'bout him
Makin me hot
Like a motor revvin' over and over
It don't stop
He cruised beside me now
I'm flyin, drivin'

Through yellow lights
I'm ignorin' every sign of caution that they provide
Driver's Education 101
Slipped out of my mind
I need me a caddy
With some cruise control
No, no, no

I've been told so many sagas
He brings the drama, six baby mamas
But uh ooh
I can't resist him
Just want to kiss him
I need cruise control

Might need to go slow, I don't know
Why I ease up on the brake
Every time I see his face
I'm outta control, I... I don't know
How to stay up in my lane
Every day and night
He's cruisin' through my brain

Wherever I go he be cruisin'
Turn to the right ooh he so smooth with it
Deep down inside don't want to lose him
He already know I'm willin' to go
Gotta get on cruise control

Can't nobody, can't nobody tell me nothin'
When he comes in to view
Cause he's the flyest ting when he be cruisin'
On me avenue
Then da door open, de gals 'pon de block
They be hopin', to rob the clock me say no man
Step up step up bottle broken
Think I'm jokin'?

I've been told so many sagas
He brings the drama, six baby mamas
But uh ooh
I can't resist him
Just want to kiss him
I need cruise control

Might need to go slow, I don't know
Why I ease up on the brake
Every time I see his face
I'm outta control, I... I don't know
How to stay up in my lane
Every day and night
He's cruisin' through my brain

Wherever I go he be cruisin'
Turn to the right ooh he so smooth with it
Deep down inside don't want to lose him
He already know I'm willin' to go
Gotta get on cruise control

[Damian Marley]
You put your hand in cruise control
And you deny me if you want
And you will starve yourself of love
If you don't speed and break the law
You can't get no speeding ticket
On the highway to my heart
And it might be a rocky road
And you can exit if you want(Why you always..)
Look at life just like a pessimist
You already like a wife up in my premises
And right ya now you cruise control it is my nemesis
Just come again and stop and start just like a genesis

[Mariah Carey]
Might need to go slow, I don't know
Why I ease up on the brake
Every time I see his face
I'm outta control, I... I don't know
How to stay up in my lane
Every day and night
He's cruisin' through my brain

Wherever I go he be cruisin'
Turn to the right ooh he so smooth with it
Deep down inside don't want to lose him
He already know I'm willin' to go
Gotta get on cruise control


boo drama. Thanks Mariah.

Genuinely UPSET.

I want this more than anything right now.

http://sfbay.craigslist.org/pen/apa/805062405.html

The bathroom connects the 2 bedrooms. and then has a 1/2 bath as well.
It has a washer and dryer in unit.
2, yes 2 car garage!
FIREPLACE!
And they allow cats.

Why was this not available 2 months ago?!?!?!?

I kind of want to go to the Open House in hopes that it's actually horrible...
Boo to my lease.

Chick flick appreciation. Not to be read by dudes.

I caught this movie on Lifetime last night... and I pretty much fell in love.
Watch it. Steph especially, because you usually appreciate this garbage with me. But, I have a feeling you've seen this already. It's a cute one.

Synopsis:
"Three women who share a house are all about to turn 30. Tentative, mousy Micki has just had her fiancée, Jeff, break off their wedding plans because she's not passionate enough for him. Beautiful Tanya is pregnant and has lost her job as a sales clerk, but her boyfriend Tom isn't ready to marry and raise a child. Jasmine , who loves being single and dating bad boys, is tired of her family's pressure to marry. She proposes that all three get married, notify their families, then divorce. They go to Las Vegas to pursue the scheme. Micki hooks up with a dreamy cowboy, Cary, who instructs her in the art of passion. Tanya lures an older fellow, divorced businessman Oliver, planning to trick him into thinking that he's responsible for her pregnancy. Jasmine falls for Oliver's younger friend Matt who turns her on despite being a nice guy."

I Love John Corbett, I was happily surprised to see him! Sooooo dreamy...I wouldn't mind a cowboy.
I love all 3 characters in this movie. I could relate a little bit to each of them.
I miss the 90's
If and When I ever do get married, please believe I will have a 90's Limo, (because that's when they were still considered cool) and me and my bridesmaids will drink champagne and hang out of the sunroof all the way to the wedding.
What the hell, we should just rent one and do that this weekend.
Who's with me?


Included on the Soundtrack is "You might Think" By the Cars.
I've been rocking out to this pretty much all day.

You might think I'm crazy
To hang around with you
Maybe you think I'm lucky
To have something to do
But I think that you're wild
And inside me is some child

You might think I'm foolish
But baby it's untrue
You might think I'm crazy
All I want is you

You might think it's hysterical
But I know when you're weak
You think you're in the movies
And everything's so deep
But I think that you're wild
When you flash that fragile smile

You might think it's foolish
What you put me through
You might think I'm crazy
All I want is you

And it is hard, so hard to take
There's no escape, without a scrape
But you kept it going 'til the sun fell down
You kept it going

You might think I'm delirious
The way I run you down
But somewhere, sometimes
When you're curious
I'll be back around
And I think that you're wild
And so-o uniquely styled

You might think it's foolish
This chancy rendezvous
You might think I'm crazy
But all I want is you
All I want is you
All I want is you

Partially by request from Emily.

Update.
I'm boring. haha!
Maybe not so much. But I'm sure no one cares to hear about the goings on in my life, and I have been somewhat busy.
Softball season is in full swing, and its awesome. I had to miss one practice and I was pretty sad about it :/
It's so much fun, even though I suck quite a lot. Last Monday was our first Victory 14-2!!! Quite a big victory. All the games we've lost we've been sooo close to winning. Last night we played an awesome game, but lost 18-15 to a team of dudes and their moms, which is totally awesome. Anyway, I was surprised at the turnout of spectators last night! My dad showed up! and it was a late game! I thought he went to bed at like 8. I was stoked to see him there. Scott and Emily came again, along with honorary fan Sarah, who has only missed one game, so she has her own team hat! Then Danny and Mattie showed up. It was a rad feeling to have my crew there rooting for our team. Next week's game is another early game 6:30, and there is talk of possibly bbqing after the game at the park... This will be one NOT to miss!

Other than Softball, my workload is slowly getting smaller for the time being with the Olympics getting ready to wrap. It will be nice to relax a little bit after this project, but hopefully not for too long. I've loved this project, even though its been intense most of the time. I love feeling like I am doing something worthwhile here, and I enjoy feeling the appreciation for it.

Sarah and I have just about finished our place almost... It's quite cute right now. We still have less space and oddly more stuff. But it's come together. I got away with not needing to buy one piece of new furniture! I don't even have a dresser in my bedroom... I tried something a little unconventional and I'm kinda diggin it. My room is officially my sanctuary. I'm really happy with how its laid out and set up. Although a queen size bed frame would complete it.
Because my queen mattress tends to get a little crazy on the full frame. haha!

Things are mostly good. I have been a little hazy and in a dream like state for the past week, but I think I'm coming back to reality... I'm not sure if it was related to the fact that I had drank more nights in a week than I am used to, or if it was related to other things... I guess time will tell.

I'm dying inside of excitement for my niece or nephew to develop further and be born.... fuuuuuuuuuck! Emily showed me things she has purchased for baby Brandt, and I'm so stoked the kid has possessions officially. It's happening! Baby, come meet meeeeeee! Or start kicking like crazy so, I can feel it! that will hold me over once it starts happening. Maybe. :)

My Sister SARAH's 24th Birthday is on Thursday!!! So, now it's time to prepare for a good long weekend of celebrating my Sari-cakers! Hit us up, we are doing it up RIGHT! Thursday, Friday, Saturday!!!! and hell, maybe we'll find something to do Sunday...

Here is some Ryan Lochte for your face! <333 I would marry this fool in a millionth of a second. Homeboy's got it going on. Why do I always like the young ones....?

I'm pretty much heartbroken that Swimming is over. Someone send me a swimmer to ease the pain.

I LOVE a good Thursday.

And this will be one of those GOOD Thursdays.

Despite the madness at work, which I'm actually totally into, I'm stoked. Every once in a while, I really enjoy this fast paced stuff where everything is just happening and changing. One thing after the next. Who needs to slow down? Keeps me on my toes. Plus, I'm in need of distractions to keep my mind off other things, so it woks out well right now. I'll rest after I can say I accomplished something (assuming I can, haha!)

After what looks to be yet another long, hectic, but FUN day of work, I have Softball practice. Easily one of my favorite things going on right now. I'm really happy I joined the team. I'm getting to know people in the company that I would not usually encounter. I love the whole being a part of a "team" thing. I think after this is over I might consider joining another team outside of work. I'm really having that much fun, and we haven't even had a game yet. That being said. Anyone who reads this and wants to come to a game, Please do!!!! Our first is Monday night. Contact me for info. We don't have our uniforms yet (which I designed!! :D) but we should have them by our 2nd game. I'm very proud.

I think some of us our going to the batting cages after practice too. I could use A LOT of batting practice, among other things....

AND THEN! TONIGHT.... Get ready for it....
A couple of the girls from work invited me to join them to see THE DARK KNIGHT tonight at midnight! I'm dying... I LOVE Christian Bale. And am also a Heath fan, so this extremely exciting. Batman Begins is easily one of my favorite movies, so I'm really anxious to see this one, of course.

26.

I went to our company softball teams first official practice yesterday. I was a lot of fun. I'm way too excited about it all. However, I suck, and not just a little either.
Anyhow, I was talking to one of the guys from work and in conversation he asked he asked how far apart my sister and I were in age, and I answered 2 years. He then asked how old she was, and I answered that she will be 24. He then assumed I was 22. which was nice, but I laughed and admitted that I was in fact 26. This was the first time I had to say I was 26. I don't know why, but it fully freaked me out, right there. Like I couldn't look at him because I was scared of a reaction. there may have not been one. But, I couldn't risk it.
I don't like that this age things worries me so much. I don't really even get why it does. But, it really does!
Now, I don't feel, by any means, old.
But, to me 26 sounds like it's getting up there. I don't feel 26. I haven't done enough to be 26. It just sounds old. I should have so much more of my shit together.
I feel 22, maybe.

That's my rant.
I hate you, 26.