Thursday, May 29, 2008


It feels like a FRIDAY!!!
My boss is fully aware. But, tomorrow I am taking a Comp day, and going to the Monterey Bay Aquarium!!!! I have ton of time saved up, because I barely ever take time off work.
I can't wait to see the Giant Octopus! Among other things... Sea Horses, Starfish, Otters, Jellyfish, and SHARKS! The list could go on...

Look at him!!! I kinda LOVE Octopuses wayyy too much for looking the way they do...
I can't wait!!!

Possibly some dancing tonight...? At a The Cure show, after party... Fun. I Love Blank Thursdays, I miss them.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I see it coming but I can't defend...

Life is sweet.
My finances are in order and I feel excellent about it. Thanks to my AMAZING Sister-in-law Emily and her helpful skills.

I finally got my bike! Thanks to Scotty who drove me to San Jo to pick it up. He and I have been riding a lot since the weekend. We have our route set now. It's a 10 mile ride and it goes basically to one end of San Mateo and then back to the other, we go all along the water and underneath the San Mateo bridge even. On the trail there are these feral cats that hang out by the rocks near the water. They are way skiddish and won't come near you, but super cute. We brought some dry cat food and fed them as we went along on Monday. I can't wait to go for a ride after work today!!!!! Even though my ass is about a raw as can be right now, I don't even care.
I Love my bike!

I got to go see the Birthday Massacre last Friday night, thanks to Jason. There were a lot of teenagers, but it was still an awesome show. I saw Mindless Self Indulgence for the first time, and it was awfully entertaining. They are great live. I Love all the pretty girls,

and this pretty boy, a bit too:

None of these are pictures from the show I went to. I've been lacking in my photo taking lately :/

I'm wearing a heather grey shirt again, today and it is still all the same hue. Not darker grey in certain areas... Thanks to a little help from a friend. Very few will understand this. I'm ecstatic that it is finally taken care of, after years of embarrassment and limited shirt color choices. I feel like a new woman! Which I know sounds ridiculous, but it's true.

And, I'm off to see Indiana Jones after a bike ride tonight. Catch y'all later...

Kisses for the COCO!

Thursday, May 15, 2008


I have an appointment to start my back piece on June 22.
I am getting all the pictures together, and I'm having the worst time finding pictures of one of the dolls I had, that want in it. Her name was Julie, and Worlds of Wonder made her. They have since gone bankrupt, so of course, no website. :(
Boo, I want a picture of her brand new, or in really good condition. I could take a picture of mine today, but she is tore up. She is literally falling apart, her head could go at any moment :/
And so The hunt goes on...

If anyone had her and didn't destroy her, take some pictures for me.

It's getting HOT in herrrrre.

Sarah made me HELLLLLLAA Good salad for dinner last night. She's the bestest!
She also brought home Corona! It was a good night.
After eating, Steph, Sarah and I made a spontaneous trip to the mall. Because our damn houses don't have air conditioning, BUT the mall does!
I bought my PURPLE Jeans!!!!
Emily had told me about them. and I finally got them. I'm so happy!

I don't like them in the photo with sandals, but I swear in person they are adorable, and are going to be hot with heelsa and super fun with flats.

It's supposed to be 94 degrees today!!!
Thank god I'm off work early. I will be out enjoying the SUN!
I really want a Pina Colada, or Margarita, or hell even a Corona!

I'm supper happy today! EMILY and LISA are home!
I missed them too much. I nearly teared up when Em called me last night while heading home from the airport. No joke.

"SINISTER is home."

Monday, May 5, 2008

an eventful Sunday.

So, the highlight of my Sunday, would have to be the fact that I MET the man who designed the Snake from the INDIANA JONES ride in Disneyland. His Job title is Imagineer, and he had his scaled down model of the snake and the plans showing how he made the thing. It was fucking sick. I was super stoked, because Indiana Jones is my favorite ride at Disneyland.

We went to the Maker Faire:
Build, CRAFT, hack, play, MAKE.
Arts • Crafts • Engineering • Food • Green • Music • Science • Technology
Maker Faire is a two-day, family-friendly event that celebrates the Do-It-Yourself (DIY) mindset. It’s for creative, resourceful people of all ages and backgrounds who like to tinker and love to make things.
We went last year, too. But this year there was so much more, including the Disney section. They had all kinds of stuff. It's like the Exploritorium and a mini interactive Discovery channel all set up as a playground for people to come check out. I highly recommend checking it out next time it's near you!

We discovered a ton of rad things we want to do and go learn to do! I'm extremely excited. We even tested some of our findings later that night, while trying not to get too sucked into the intensity of The Sharks game... :/
That was rough.

I Love you, Sharkies, Can't wait for next season!

Friday, May 2, 2008

Hellllllo FRIDAY!

I get to see NICHOLAS! tonight. Yes, Nick Swardson. I Love him. I may even wear the NICK belt buckle I have... it's the same one he has!!! I'm awesome. I can't wait.

I may have interesting work news. But, I shouldn't elaborate until it's final. But, I'm kinda excited, but in a sinister way... : /

I am serious need of chocolate right now or something sweet, period. I may make a Starbucks run. Not that I need any more caffeine today. But, a Caramel Macchiato sounds good.

I really want Hostess powdered mini doughnuts. Sooooo good.

I started a Facebook, but haven't taken enough time to figure the website out and kind of feel like an old person trying to use the internet... it's all quite confusing to me still. But, it looks kinda fun...

ALSO.... I'm in the market for a New Laptop. A PC. SO, I have been building various models, and I'm debating between HP and Dell. The HP is cheaper, but I have kinda always, only had Dell's, so I feel more comfortable with them. The only reason I need a new one is because mine is pretty old and I've junked it up big time at this point. I need something FAST with a GLOSSY monitor, to play the SIMS on...
I'd be happy. Very happy. Any suggestions?

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Something I SUCK at.

1 the process of maintaining or preserving someone or something, or the state of being maintained
• the process of keeping something in good condition

Credit/ Bills
I am in debt a mere $2000 dollars or so. Something that could easily be paid off in about 3 months or less even. Easily. But, for some reason, I only pay for something when its in my face. Like when the cable goes out because I didn't pay the bill, or my phone. I mean, really my phone and cable isn't cut off off frequently because I don't pay until it is. That's not the case entirely. BUT, it has gotten to that a few times. It hasn't happened many times, but still, that should never happen to a 25 year old with a good job, and steady income. I've let things got into collections... And some of it is because I didn't always make good money, but still. I don't know. I was talking to my Sister in Law Emily about it, and there is no logic. I have no excuse. I'm just irresponsible. I just want to have the $2000 to pay it all off at once. I need a financial advisor to tell me where the money needs to go when I get a paycheck, and sit down and write the checks right then or call and make the measly monthly payments that need to be made. I am awful with money. I just want it for MEEEE when I get it. BLAH... I'm retarded and need to be trained. I really want to be good. I want good credit. I want to buy a house someday...

My poor car. I am so lucky to have and it's in need of an oil change and possibly brakes it's starting to sound like. And again, I've probably needed them for a month or more and I haven't gone to do shit about it. I've had oil changes, I just always wait what's probably way too long out of pure laziness. I don't deserve a nice car. It's pretty clear...

I've only been in 2 real ones. But, I think I sucked at them. I think I'm alright in the beginning and then I have all these hopes and ideas of what I'm going to do and how great it will be. But, I get lucky and get a good dude, and just sit there and don't do jack, I feel like. Like I just wait until it's convenient for something to be done, and I don't speak up enough about ho I feel or what I want and want to do. I just go with the flow and expect everything to just work itself out. And, for the most part that works out great! Because, honestly I am very easy going, and I am usually happy doing nothing as long as I'm with the person or people I want to be with at the time. I don't know how to explain myself for shit. This probably sounds like jibberish. I just feel like I've cheated myself and past relationships because I'm so closed off. And I know that it's essential in a relationship to communicate everything or it will fail. And knowing that I don't get WHY, I can't just speak he fuck up sometimes. I feel I've gotten better. But, I know there is A LOT of room for improvement.

Other areas include: Housework, and working out.

I just really, really got to get my act together.